So recently I was reading a very sad thread about mans life and decided to share my own life experiences I know this is in mental health but you will see why. ok to start off my father is a pedophile and he was on the run around the time I was born for molesting my two older brothers. From the start I did not know my father, so eventually he was caught and got only 4 years! the bastard deserved more in my opinion. but that's not the worst my mother agreed to let him in my life and ill be damned I wish I never met him After my mom agreed to this he tried to play the perfect daddy role. Then my mom got heavily into drugs doing things like meth yeah it was pretty bad she would lock me out on the front porch some nights and to top it off I was being bullied at school cause I was to fat. it was horrific I had also been dealing with serious mental problems like delusions. Eventually I was taken away with my sister and put in fostercare where I was physically abused by my foster mom worst year ever I was only 7 at the time. after the year I was taken home that's when the sexual abuse started with a teenage male he forced me to do it with him repeatedly. Thankfully he left my life and I don't see him anymore. not long after I was diagnosed severe bipolar with extreme depression and lots of PTSD lets not forget anxiety My dad in now again back in prison for molesting his wifes son. And today I am struggling badly with my illnesses I have only had one suicide attempt but now im doing alright I guess. Sorry its so long lol had a lot to tell