Apparently, I am giving up. Eh.

I can't get out of bed. I can't leave my room. I socialized with my mom and dad for a full hour before I felt like having a meltdown. My room is a wreck, which is making it worse, and I can't find the energy to do anything about it. I was doing so well for a few weeks. Now I have no friends locally, no one to care, and I am going through all of this, physically, alone.