When I was 15, I was...sexually abuse.not going to go into it but its been 8 years and I've started to see a pattern in my relationships, a unsetting one. See after everything I have a overwhelming feeling of not being alone (I always need a guy in my life). Not sure why, but the thought of being alone makes me panic.but see in relationships it'll go fine then lesw so.something emotionaly goes missing.so I find other means to fill the void/guys with that factor. Even if I'm still holding onto the previous person. Cuz I'm to scared to cause negativeity. Could this be a result of my trauma...?