Thanks, I feel so embarrassed by it all. They changed my meds and gave me latuda and it made the paranoia of being "found out" about him go away. I was sure any minute the police were coming to arrest me for living in some fantasy and I would be committed to a hospital and never get out.

I just wonder if I am getting worse over this last year because now I can't work enough to support myself and I'm hearing voices. I seem to be slipping away into a world out of my control. I'm so worried about it.