MP, I'm glad you found my post helpful even though I couldn't remember the rest of the withdrawls It wasnt pretty tho, I assure you.

If you want any input or one on one support feel free to PM anytime.

Safety nets are super important, I'm really glad you are self-aware and have made plans for hazzardous times. This will help against being overwhelmed completely by anything bp throws at you.

Like Anika said, she and I went through this together and it has been one hellava inspiring journey, one that cemented our friendship, probably partially because when we started we were discouraged by most members except closest friends here.

That lady let me tell you, she has a variety bucket when it comes to coping mechanisms, we can all learn a thing or 2 from Anika. Meds or no, because we can never say we have enough tools.

I do hope this ride isn't too rough on you, but remember I'm a pm away should you need extra support.