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How is a person who was beaten as a child when she cried supposed to cry? How do you get it all out of you? This week one of the people I love best in the whole world died and I can't deal...can't get my tears out.
I start crying and then I remember what they did to me in the past and it stops. I feel like I'm drowing inside.
I don't even expect anyone to have an answer. Maybe there isn't one.
Jan
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I still dream and I still hope, therefore I can take what comes today.
Jan is in Lothlorien reading 'neath a mallorn tree.
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