Hi Nellie,
Welcome to the forums! The Health Support forum might be good place to start a thread about this. I'm a recovering alcoholic of over 15 years, and I have chronic pain in my back, knee, and was recently dx'd with Fibromyagia. So, I take some pretty heavy duty pain meds. While I'm under a doctor's supervision, I know that I'm addicted to these meds. I try to be pretty open and honest about that.
I'd be glad to have a conversation, or answer any question you may have about it, OK?
I'm really glad you found us, and I truly hope you find the help and support that you're looking for!
(((((Nellie)))))
Greg
"Beauty is truth, truth is beauty - that is all you know on earth, and all you need to know"