Yes of course we understand that. My PTSD is due to a disabling injury 20 years ago... but trauma before age 3 is also quite devastating when you don't have words to put to it. (((hugs)))
My main emphasis here is that PTSD is a MEDICAL condition...NOT "just" a psychological one. When many professionals (such as in my life MD, Lawyers) don't realize that it isn't "all in one's head" but has a physical component causing the distress, it makes it that much harder to heal also, imo.
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