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Originally Posted by emomom
I go through this every year at this time. Its the anniversary of when everything started to go wrong and I had my breakdown. I go over everything that happened, how much my life changed, how drastically I changed, how much of myself I lost. I hate being oh woe is me. It just sucks to remember who I used to be, how I used to be and not be able to figure out how to find me again. There's more to my thoughts but I took my saphris and can't type anymore. I'''ll finish tomorrow. Thanks for listening.
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Sounds to me like we have been through similar crises. It's only been about 6 months for me, but I too have lost a lot of what made me who I was, and I
hate it but there's not a whole lot I can do about it, except to move on from here.
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