Feeling down a little because I feel like a bad wife and friend to my husband. It took all night for me to figure out why he was being so quiet and I realized it was the anniversary of his dad's death today. and I thought he was acting mad about something. He never talks about his dad. ever. I was going over in my head why September is such a terrible month for us and I was so focused on myself I didn't give two thoughts to him. So I feel very selfish and uncaring. And that isn't my usual way of being. So yeah. Not feeling like such a good person right now.