You should never feel you are an awful person, you are a terrific person. If you feel lonely you can always chat to me or PM me, though it is cyber, I am real.
I know it is easy for me to say here, but we do care for you and so many of us think you are a lovely person, and your pets do too
Got to run I am at a library in VA right now.

Take care,
DE

(((((((((((((((((((((( mj )))))))))))))))))))))

In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON