Hello, Martek. I'm sorry for your recent losses.

Here's a perspective you need not accept. When you were doing well, that was part of the truth. You were not in denial, though the doing well was not the whole truth. The damaging depression you are experiencing is also part of the truth.

The question is: what's next? How can you, with help, roll back the damaging aspects/effects of depression? You may even need assistance trying to come up with potential answers to that question.

Wishing you renewed strength and vision...