Martin Luther King was asked why he doesn't hate those who were prejudiced and he said "hatred is far too heavy a burden to carry." Another well known quote is "hanging onto to anger is like drinking poison, expecting the other one to die"......in other words it destroys you.

Without being overly critical - you didn't get involved with this woman with the best intentions and were focused having her send you pics. Then you were disappointed because she was "ugly. Seems like this young woman needed help. All you can do is learn how to have a healthy relationship and show good intentions for others.