Hi,

I have a mixed bag of diagnoses; ADD, BPD, Anxiety, MDD. I wont go on.

One thing I have done for many years but seems to be accelerating as of late, is that I sometimes (a few times a day) insult myself out loud. Usually stuff like , "you asshole", "dickhead" etc. Sometimes its triggered by distant, fleeting memories of an inconsequential conversation with somebody also of no consequence - like a colleague from 3yrs ago or it can just be blurted out randomly.

Whats that all about? Is this some slow descent into psychosis or schizophrenia or is it simply part of having an "unstable self image/sense of self" that goes with all my existing baggage?

Anyone else do this?