*hugs* i can def relate. i too have so much that i worry about, and its seems like nonsense, but it feels uncontrolable sometimes. don't worry about expressing how you feel, you can always do that here. there are lots of people here that can relate and help you. *hugs* my best wishes

*~in my field of paper flowers, candy clouds a lullaby, i lie inside myself for hours, and watch my purple sky fly over me~*