Growly: You know what? Once you learn that your parents are not trustable adults, or that they don't care... it is not easy to trust teachers or any other adults. You learned patterns from your parents, and you naturally applied those everywhere else.

And in school, to get treatements for things like ADHD, you need the permission from adults. Your parents likely declined any interventions and claimed that you were fine. (It happens a lot).

I'm so sorry that you feel the way that you do. It isn't fair that you've been trained to think like that about yourself