Yes. And his answer back was, "I've been doing this for thirty years, I think I'm pretty good at my job." And I was like, "Well how do you know? Maybe nobody ever told you. Cuz I dont like it when you a b c and I wish you would d e f and I can tell when you g h j. And don't get defensive on me."

But the past couple of years, it's really been more about me than about him. Now that I don't have crazy people perverting my mind and mistreating me and fooling me (I know that sounds paranoid) I don't have to try and guess what's good and true anymore, I just have to try and feel it, and dig myself out of the hole I'm in. But I'm finally fairly safe.