i am doing my best to speak with them, i am always honest with them, and i tell them how i feel, but they doesn't seem to understand that i am really not alright this days.
i dont want to have negative thought about them but i think they have their own real friend so they doesn't need me, but then again when i try to speak with them i feel they are speaking with me normally, then ignore me, i am just not sure how they think
should i just ask how they are, and don't bother them with speaking about other things?