Wow. I thought I was medication intolerant, but I wouldn't even feel 50 mg of Seroquel. I'm on 300 mg and thinking I need to go to 400. It is hard to get up in the morning, but once I'm up, I'm good to go.

It really does help to have someone sympathetic to talk to when you get overwhelmed. You may actually be suppressing. I know I did when I was depressed. You have to trust your partner and just let go. More than once, my wife just sat with me and comforted me while I had a good cry. I always felt much better afterward. I know that having a good cry at work is sub-optimal, but maybe you can go somewhere private and call her up and let go for a few minutes.

Hope this helps.