Well, I see my doctor in the morning 9:30am eastern standard time. I am very nervous about the apt. I plan on talking to him about hell, I dunno what. I figure before I leave he will think I am some kind of nut case. lol

I am not sure how to go about telling him about all my symptons. Anxiety attacks, neck, back, hip, leg pain, numbness in my arms and hands, mind racing, depression, etc..but, the one that scares me the most lately is I am forgetting everything. I went and regirstered my son the other day for Head Start and I couldn't even remember his birthday or the how to spell his name. I couldn't remember phone numbers ( that I call every day. ) my husband says I have always had trouble with my memory but, that it seems here lately its gotten worse. I have noticed its alot worse lately as well. I forget what I am doing int he middle of doing something. I forget why I walked into a room. I forget a conversation I had an hour ago, a day , a week or even a month. I even forget what I am talking about while I am talking?!?!?! ( Makes me feel Like I am going CRAZY!!! ) Even if I write everything down, I still forget. It seems mostly random like for a few hours or a day or two I am fine then all of a sudden I forget something and sometimes its on the tip of my tongue but, I can't get it out and others I have no clue and have to ask my husband to remind me. I dunno, I dunno, I feel like I am going crazy. I don't know whether I am coming or going.

I am just gonna go in and tell them what my symptons are and let them figure it out.