only someone alive can chat all love...

and I am alive

for a while there I was not!

so much of me is a serious backfire!

so much of me is misread and so much of me is terrible...

so much of me is mis-understood...

so much of me is outstanding!
only the best bits have survived

I have killed off all the worst bits...

I knew something was wrong way before I knew what to do...

I can go here I can go there...

I hold onto life instead of death because there is something beautiful...