oh dear now after reading all of this is feel paranoid that my T will dump me. all ive done these first few sessions is cry & sob & he sits down in the chair beside of me & assures me i have a good heart. now i feel myself having a crush on him & im afraid it will shine thru like the sun next time i see him. anyways hes a good T & i dont wanna end up getting dumped by him. i have a long way to go with healing & getting dumped by a T i like would do who knows what to me. i know i need to cut these thoughts off in a bad way but dont know how. also i need to really think about what i wanna talk about next time i see him so im not just sitting there crying & at a loss for words & worst of all staring at him. uugghhh i hate this!