I agree with Gwen26

What keeps me going? Recently watched the ending of It's a wonderful life - the part where Clarence the angel shows George what life would have been like if there was no George born.

I cried through the whole thing as I thought of my 2 sons and daughter

It's definately hard and most people don't understand us.

I have found what keeps me going changes from day-to-day - praying that I will always find something