I got up ! And dressed. Sat in the sun. Read, and cleared a quarter of my floor. To me that was amazing. So wish I had friends, family that care. To me, today was amazing. And the support I've received here, is wonderful. I'm never grateful, to even wake up. Why would I ? But today, I thanked God more, because I was just as lonely, but I 'felt' 'did' and tried.