I can't seem to break out of this low today. I'm just stuck. I can't concentrate at work. Just counting down the hours left to go... I feel like I can't do this whole full time job thing. But I can't afford not to. I barely earn enough as it is so I can't cut my hours realisticly. I just can't cope with life today. I want to hide from the world in my bed and not get out. I don't want to see anyone, talk to anyone or do anything. And yet here I am stuck in an office trying and failing to work. Whats the point!