When you know you'll have time alone and plan out a huge binge, and feel happy about this.
When you're not alone and make excuses about how upset your stomach is and then sneakily turn up the tv so your housemates won't hear you in the toilet.
When you tell yourself that there's no way you'll purge in the public toilets and then end up there 5 minutes later anyhow.
When you tell yourself that your meal is healthy enough, or that you won't eat enough to trigger you and also end up back in the toilet.
When you go to all different drive through's to get food, binge in your car and then find public toilets (one I'm not proud to admit blergh)
When you have excessive bloat even after a small meal and look pregnant.
When you look at foods and sum up how easy they'd be to purge on a scale of super easy to jeez I don't want to do this (and usually do anyhow)
When you're posting here.
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