Thanks, I totally needed my experience with her in therapy, so it was fine. She's been keeping secrets from me all my life. Life changing secrets. I can't believe how dumb and complacent I've been. Ts have been trying to get me to see how angry I am, but I think they skipped how she terrified me first, like pre-verbally. I keep talking in t about how she would kill me if she knew what I've been up to - eating healthy, getting sleep and exercise and being happy, cleaning my house. She would just kill me. And make fun of me.