Thank you for your replies

Funny cause after I posted I talk to him a little bit and things seemed to come around. I'm just afraid that they will go back to where there's no communication and it feels like we're just room mates and nothing more.

We've talked about spending time together over and over.. but again.. I think our interests are starting to become very different in what we want to do. Plus I'm pretty sure I'm co-dependent on him. As I have borderline personality disorder.. (probably why I don't want to leave because I hate feeling alone and he's the one person in my life that I opened up completely to; mind, body, and soul)

I guess I'm just one messed up person...