Please see a doctor. Again. Ask for a referral to mental health if you need one.
In the meantime, instead of revving your anxiety more by freaking out and worrying about what it is or isn't, try a bit more being in the present. Don't judge what's going on with you as terrible, weird, bad, embarrassing, shocking, etc., - don't label it. Just let go for a minute and say "Well, it is here, I am here, and for this moment, that is what is."
Read up on mindfulness. It can help.
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"We meet ourselves time and again in a thousand disguises on the path of life." ~ Carl Jung

My Lilah
Her "Glamor-Shot"
Still beautiful at age 9
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