Sam2

Thank you for reading and responding, I actually am seeing a psychologist right now, I'm paying to see him on my own, its good to feel like you own a part of your recovery. I probably could have help from family... and I may consider that option.

About my sexuality, I am actually a boy, so as far as liking this girl theres not much to figure out there (Kind of an understatement, I can still be awkward as hell around girls/people in general)... Sexuality has been an issue in the past for me though, and there are some things I am still working through. I have two Gay uncles who have been huge influences in my life and I love and appreciate them a lot. So I support those who are confused in that category of discovering themselves, myself possibly being one of them still.

Unfortunately, my college does not have dorms, but I think its for the best at the moment. My grandmothers house can be hot and cold for a number of reasons... But I get the earnest sense that she really does love and support me.

I consider myself lucky to have the amazing support I do at this point in my life, and I really appreciate that you took the time to read what I wrote and answer.

Thanks for the concern.