it sounds like you have extremely mixed emotions about this move. you have the love for your boyfriend on one hand and wanting to see to his happiness and on the otherhand, you have your own happiness and independence. you have worked hard to get where you are at today and you are going to have to give all that up for a life that is not part of your dream...all for the love of your boyfriend. the question is, is that love strong enough to override any resentment that could come up for giving up your dream of a child free life in Colorado? sounds like a pro/con list is in order. take care.