Hi ohsoinsecure
Welcome to Psych Central. So it sounds like you really have problems socializing with other people. You are not alone. You will find many people just like you in the forums here. Most people refer to it as social anxiety. I don't go out an socialize either. When I do, I ask somebody I know to go with me, so I have at least one person to talk to, otherwise, I end up spending the night alone. Anyway, hope you find your way around the forums, You will get lots of support here. take care.