Sorry to hear that secretwhisper, I know where you are coming from here. Just remember that in order to appreciate the light, one must spend time in darkness

Instead of wishing for things to be different, use the negativity as motivation to get positive things done for yourself so you can actually change them. Sadly wishes never come true, it only fills us with desire and makes us feel empty.

"To live is to suffer, to survive is to find meaning in the suffering." - Friedrich Nietzsche