Sometimes I would enjoy myself by writing, watching a movie, or reading a book. I can't seem to do any of those anymore. I can't seem to focus at all cause I'm too numb. I try writing but it feels empty and dull. Movies seem like they're not even happening. It's like all I can see is motion and color without meaning. I can't grasp the meaning of books because I can't get into it anymore. I feel like I'm losing myself and all simple pleasures.

People say to cling onto the simple things. I've always believed in this. It's always been my comfort of a small kind. What do you do when the simple things no longer mean anything you?