I'm glad you are in a program to help with the trauma you have endured. I'm sorry you had to endure so much pain. We should at least be able to depend on our mother's, but yours let you down. I'm sorry for that, you deserved better treatment. I'm glad you found Psych Central. You will find a lot of suport and help here. Post when ever you feel the urge. There is always someone willing to listen. Best wishes to you in your program. I hope it brings you the peace you deserve. And thank you for serving in our military forces.