Thanks for the feedback everyone... I think it's not so much that I'm worried she will touch me again... it's just how triggered I am makes it hard to go back. And if I didn't say anything, it would probably be hard to have the session at all because I'd be acting so weirded out. Really makes me realize how much trust and safety I've built with my regular T... that I don't dissociate nearly as much with her now... and with her, touch has been incredibly healing. I think it's just a matter of having that foundation. And when you don't, it's harder to repair things.