I'm not asking anyone to diagnose me... I've already been bpd diagnosed a few days ago but I'm more confused than before. My bpd does not affect all of my relationships. I do have several emotional overreactions fueled by anger or extreme heightened annoyance over simple things. But when that happens my reaction is to completely shut down... for hours and sometimes days. Everything I have been told/ have seen is that bpd people yell, break or throw things etc. I don't want to be ignorant or misinformed and it would be helpful if anyone would share what your daily life is like. Does your bpd affect all your relationships or just a few? How often do you have emotional overreactions? Does anyone have bpd but in a more internal or silent way? Do your emotions get the best of you when you shut people out as opposed to shouting or blaming? Is it about the symptoms or how we react to them individually? I don't want to be intrusive.. I just want to understand