Do you know that I literally hide in my apt in the dark to keep from putting up with her? I'm not answering the door anymore.

I saw Momma's son and dil today. They have been so good to me. They had moved Momma's furniture and I started crying which made her son cry.

I am to go to Momma's apt this evening to help sort things. The funeral is when the edoscopy is scheduled and I know I have to keep it or I'm going to end up in the hospital. I have been invited to go with the family the night before though. They are having a strictly private time, but Momma's neice said she will not let anyone get mad because I'm there. They are so nice and good to me.

Love,

Jan
still teary