i live in Egypt but i used to travel to Saudi at summer holiday to be with my dad. my dad lost his job, so now i am back to Egypt, its been about 3 weeks since i traveled back to Egypt, i loved being in Saudi i felt like it was where i belong, and my real home

now each day i keep seeing a dream about Saudi, a normal dream, me setting normally at home playing, speaking with my family doing what i usually do, sometimes i go out to normal places i went to before, then at the end mostly comes the part when i was leaving; in real i left alot of things i loved, i couldnt take them because weight limit...etc, but in the dream usually i was able to take them with me, or returned to them and stayed their.
thats all i could remember.
it makes me really sad to keep seeing this dream over and over again, that i dont feel alright and not able to move on