Has anyone experienced having no contact or family support because of mental struggles? For many years I have struggled with a variety of issues. I have had a lot of failed treatment inpatient and outpatient. My mom also has same issues but does not acknowledge many other then a short hospital stay in the past.
This past week my mom and I are not having contact anymore. We had actually not seen each other in 5 years but talked regularly. Now we will not talk either. Recently some issues happened and she said that I need more mental help like an inpatient program because of my coping and behaviors. Though in the past I have had treatment other then a handful of outpatient psych appointments in the past few years that is all. Since I am so rational at the appointment that I do have problems I think the psychiatrists don't take it as serious. So I thought about what my mom said about inpatient and said I would but only if she did not cut me off financially. She helps me money wise since I have a physical health condition. She said no she still would cut me off cause there has been too many lies and chances given. I understand I made the mistakes. It is frustrating because my mom deals with the same and is never accountable. She blames me for example when she tried to commit suicide she wrote it was because of me. In many ways my mom is so supportive especially with my physical condition that I was diagnosed with. I feel really sad and confused. It is not just the money issue but I feel alone and like I lost my mom forever. I was wondering if I could get some feedback and thoughts cause I don't know what to think. Thank you.