Hi, Edda,
just wanted to say you've been read

I haven't been posting much recently, but I think of everyone here and check the posts - I go thru periods where I'm just too nonverbal to get up the energy to go verbal.
Depression stinks, really does, but we're gonna stick it thru somehow. I also every day feel hopeless or think there's no point, but some other thing tells me to keep existing.
Sending hugs
Gracez