I know what you mean about feeling stuck in limbo when you feel "normal" its feels so strange when you are so used to the ups and downs. I think the dancing will help and if you can afford it shopping won't hurt either. Oh which drugs are you talking about out of curiosity? I found for me to stay clean I had to develop some sort of routine and exercise played a huge role. Because I mostly was using drugs to cope with inner and outer pain. 
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