You are not burdening uswith your problems. Many of the people on here know exactly how you feel. I am one of them. I too feel alone even though I am surround by people and I have a real difficult time making friends. I also hurt and have feeling that I can not express.

So don't give up and stay in touch with the people online here many of them have good advice and are very understanding. You are in my thoughts. Hope your day goes well.