I think you might be in a "mixed" episode where you are extremely agitated & high energy. I had that & that's when I was originally diagnosed with bp--my internal med doc saw me in this state--I was depressed yet agitated & talking fast--she dxed me & I've been in treatment for bp & have found relief on the new meds available today. Do you have bp in your family? That is a good indicator that you might have it. It is very genetically based. Talk to your doc & describe all your symptoms--I had the shopping, reckless behavior when driving (actually started honking at a slow moving funeral procession), calling people I hadn't been in touch with in years & all sorts of just reckless behavior.--Suzy