oh teen idol. I am so sorry this happened to you. I am so sorry the number keeps being repeated in your mind.

I wish I knew how to get rid of the number which is on auto repeat in your mind. Do you think you might want to try to imagine putting the voice and number in a beautiful golden balloon sun and send it away to the clouds. Every single time you hear it. Until you do not hear it again? Maybe even then fill your mind with beautiful golden sunshine balloons so there is no room for the voice? Until it is not there anymore? Or maybe imagine very powerful and mighty fairies with magic wands dissolving the words, each time you hear them? Ask them to help with it all? I do not know. But its a suggestion. I wish I could help. from my heart to your wonderful heart: