I/m sorry you feel like that but I can understand. I've had several major episodes of depression but the feeling of being alone has always been with me. I sit in a room surrounded by family and feel like a complete outsider. I'm not sure what the answer is but I am hoping to find it eventually because I feel like i'm at the end of my rope. Everyone tells me it will get better or I just need to get over it but that isn't any help at all and only makes me feel worse. I hope you feel better.