{{{{undertheradar}}}} I'm gald you find PC. I know how hard it is to handle, I've been bipolar my whole life, and also I have OCD and PTSD, and really I know how you feel.
I haven't been to that site, I don't like to surf the web too much, my e-mails and psych are the only places I'm on.
Do you have any family support?
Hang in there and PM me anytime~