...ok this might sound weird

but I only understand the start and the finish

everything in between is safe it's certain..

and yet!?

what the hell am I doing here...flying blind in spaces that don't exist

I live in spaces that ghouls and ghosts hide...

I live where the devil has holidays

the devil forgets I'm here most times...

only because the devil has it's own problems...

we have an understanding... devil leaves me alone!...I leave devil alone!

we met several times and it's better we leave each other alone

...my point is

the only things that can harm us are from within

that's very hard to fathom

especially when we recognise pain so intensely from otherwise from a person or people...

what I am trying to say is that yes the pain is always from outside...

and when living in spaces that are peculiar the spaces where phantoms hide....

emotional captivity

we can feel the pain but we are still safe

the maximum threat of personal demolition

we are still safe

the worst spiritual element of pain is no match for our love

that's why it backs off

..we fly