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Originally Posted by Healingsoul49
I tried to fix what I thought was wrong with me from childhood through my twenties and thirties. Im a survivor because I know God, loves me. The trueth will set you free. Im going to be fifty in a week. And all the pieces of my life are finally coming together. I recently found out about narcissitic personallity disorder,but these people made a choice to abusethose around them. Im sick and tired of being sad and every time I open up to people im looked at strangely and I leave with the same emptiness as when I first arrived. I need love, guidence and healing, support. Im very intelligent.Iam worthy of a frienship.
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Healingsoul,
I am only 23, but I too suffered from this in childhood and now trying to make my amends here in early adulthood. I believe too, that God is the reason for my prosperity, despite the evil inflicted upon the family as a child. I think it takes time to open up to people who either don't understand where you're coming from, as it is all deep-seeded and emotional, because they simply weren't there to live the life you did. I understand though, and I support you. It may be a simple online chat site, but I'm a breathing and living being that knows your pain and I'm happy to say Jesus does too. Don't lose hope, and be realistic with your expectations of yourself. You suffered emotional abuse, it's hard to spring up from that without doubting yourself in the process. But know you are loved and ARE worthy of acceptance and friendship.
