...hell I don't even know where to start.?!

I am certain I have no animosity

and it's the most unusual and also the most outstanding thing about me...

I don't blame anybody for anything

I can try?...yeah sure I can try

nope!

still run a blank

and it's ridiculous because people have been breaking their hearts to snap me in half for years...

but I notice its just a pass me by type of thing...

it's a bustle an experience

I am surrounded by many more highly activated humans

perhaps un-informed?

my illness has saved me because I am super-aware of the human

I have been so compromised and yet maintained consideration and continued to be so careful...

and the disaster of the public party has dis-integrated around me!

OMG!!...it has hurt me

but I know it's not their fault

so I have blamed myself for understanding things that I didn't expect to

illness increases awareness beyond our abilities...

therefore something else must step in

and illness makes this known too

they don't know what they do

I think Jesus said that

he was right